4. Indiana
The morning glory, climbing the morning long
Over the lintel on its wiry vine,
Closes before the dusk, furls in its song
As I close mine…
And bison thunder rends my dreams no more
As once my womb was torn, my boy, when you
Yielded your first cry at the prairie’s door…
Your father knew
Then, though we’d buried him behind us, far
Back on the gold trail – then his lost bones stirred…
But you who drop the scythe to grasp the oar
Knew not, nor heard
How we, too, Prodigal, once rode off, too –
Waved Seminary Hill a gay good-bye…
We found God lavish there in Colorado
But passing sly.
The pebbles sang, the firecat slunk away
And glistening through the sluggard freshets came
In golden syllables loosed from the clay
His gleaming name.
A dream called El Dorado was his town,
It rose up shambling in the nuggets’ wake,
It had no charter put a promised crown
Of claims to stake.
But we, – too late, too early, howsoever –
Won nothing out of fifty-nine – those years –
But gilded promise, yielded to us never,
And barren tears…
The long trail back! I huddled in the shade
Of wagon-tenting looked out once and saw
Bent westward, passing on a stumbling jade
A homeless squaw –
Perhaps a halfbreed. On her slender back
She cradled a babe’s body, riding without rein,
Her eyes, strange for an Indian’s, were not black
But sharp with pain
And like twin stars. They seemed to shun the gaze
Of all our silent men – the long team line –
Until she saw me – when their violet haze
Lit with love shine…
I held you up – I suddenly the bolder,
Knew that mere words could not have brought us nearer.
She nodded – and that smile across her shoulder
Will still endear her
As long as Jim, your father’s memory, is warm.
Yes, Larry, now you’re going to sea, remember
You were the first – before Ned and this farm –
First born, remember –
And since then – all that’s left to me of Jim
Whose folks, like mine, came out of Arrowhead.
And you’re the only one with eyes like him –
Kentucky bred!
I’m standing still, I’m old, I’m half of stone!
Oh, hold me in those eyes’ engaging blue:
There’s where the stubborn years gleam and atone –
Where gold is true!
Down the dim turnpike to the river’s edge –
Perhaps I’ll hear the mare’s hoofs to the ford…
Write me from Rio… and you’ll keep your pledge;
I know your word!
Come back to Indiana – not too late!
(Or will you be a ranger to the end?)
Good-bye… Good-bye… oh, I shall always wait
You, Larry, traveler –
stranger,
son,
– my friend –
5. Virginia
O rain at seven,
Pay-check at eleven –
Keep smiling the boss away,
Mary (what are you going to do?)
Gone seven – gone eleven,
And I’m still waiting you –
O blue-eyed Mary with the claret scarf,
Saturday Mary, mine!
It’s high carillon
From the popcorn bells!
Pigeons by the million –
And Spring in Prince Street
Where green figs gleam
By oyster shells!
O Mary, leaning from the high wheat tower,
Let down your golden hair!
High in the noon of May
On cornices of daffodils
The slender violets stray.
Crap-shooting gangs in Bleecker reign,
Peonies with pony manes –
Forget-me-nots at windowpanes:
Out of the way-up nickel-dime tower shine,
Cathedral Mary,
Shine!–
VI. Atlantis
Through the bound cable strands, the arching path
Upward, veering with light, the flight of strings,–
Taut miles of shuttling moonlight syncopate
The whispered rush, telepathy of wires.
Up in the index of night, granite and steel–
Transparent meshes–fleckless the gleaming staves–
Sibylline voices flicker, waveringly stream
As though a god were issue of the strings….
And through that cordage, threading with its call
One arc synoptic of all tides below–
Their labyrinthine mouths of history
Pouring reply as though all ships at sea
Complighted in one vibrant breath made cry,–
“Make thy love sure–to weave whose song we ply!”
Migrations that must needs void memory,
Inventions that cobblestone the heart,–
Unspeakable Thou Bridge to Thee, O Love.
Thy pardon for this history, whitest Flower,
O Answerer of all,–Anemone,–
Now while thy petals spend the suns about us, hold–
(O Thou whose radiance doth inherit me)
Atlantis,–hold thy floating singer late!
So to thine Everpresence, beyond time,
Like spears ensanguined of one tolling star
That bleeds infinity–the orphic strings,
Sidereal phalanxes, leap and converge:
–One Song, one Bridge of Fire! It is Cathay,
Now pity steeps the grass and rainbows ring
The serpent with the eagle in the leaves …?
Whispers antiphonal in azure swing. |